Wednesday, June 29, 2005

No News

No News is... No News
 
I guess that's the story, huh?  No sex so far this week and I won't be going home tonight as I'm visiting family this evening.  On the bright side we danced on our patio last night!  It was fun and we enjoyed each other's company.  I just wish that extended to the bedroom!
 
Maybe once we get through this prep work for our weekend visitors we'll have some time to relax and not spend every weekend working ourselves to the bone and maybe, just maybe, we can find time for some sexy fun.
 
But, like I've mentioned before, I'd like to get back that LOVIN' FEELING SOON!!!!!
 


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Saturday, June 25, 2005

This Morning I Masturbated

It was the first time in a LONG time that I did that with my own hand! haha

I was irritated with the husband for jumping out of bed this AM and heading out to do his hobby when I was attempting to kiss him up. So I spent the morning a little bummed and trying not to be pissed at him. I finally headed back to my bedroom and just laid there and had my "Wants Me SO Bad Husband" fantasy while I enjoyed myself. Oh, yeah, I had actually done the same thing the night before! SO this is like a two-part masturbation story. It reminded me that I used to do that all the time and haven't for a while. Same fantasy, same results but this morning I actually enjoyed it. I'm not usually into masturbating unless I use a vibrator just becuase it's like trying to tickly yourself... it's just not the same. When I first moved in with my husband and found out that our sex life wasn't going to be what I expected, I masturbated in bed next to him a lot without him knowing. Last night was like that, but this morning the light had burned out in my bedroom so there was no chance of him strolling in and catching me, so it was more intense... But, of course, I would MUCH prefer getting properly fucked. Maybe tomorrow. But we're pretty wiped out after working around the house today, so he'll probably be tired. *SIGH*

Friday, June 24, 2005

Comments From Me!

Tajalude. You rock. hahahaha I just cracked up!

Digger. I think he does know... I dont' think that is a good thing, though. It seems that he lost interest when I was SO interested.

Cardman. Dude. I can't comment on your site because you require me to log in as my REAL blogger name, which does NOT link HERE! This is my ANONYMOUS little world I'm living here at Sex and the Married Girl. SO.... I totally relate to getting into a house JUST IN TIME. We did the same thing. It was still awfully high, but our house went up $50k in six months! Now, a year and a half later, we're up $175k!!! That totally blows my mind. As for Hummers - the big gas guzzlers - I used to love them until they became some big "status symbol" then it lost it's glamour for me. But I used to be a total outdoorsy, offroady, adventure girl and now, well, I'm less so.

BTW, tonight was our first dance lesson. It wasn't as romantic as I had envisioned (since we have to rotate partners!) but we had a blast. This is very exciting. This is the best Anniversary gift I ever got...okay, so it was my first anniversary gift, but still. =)

BOOBS

So, for some reason today I was thinking about boobs. Haha. Here's the thing. I like boobs. I think they are very nice. You know, they're soft and squishy-ish and just overall pleasant. Now please keep in mind that I am not into chicks. I've experimented here and there with women, I guess as more of a "testing things out" and curiosity sort of thing than anything else. What I learned was that I really am NOT into women. But I like boobs. hahaha

Years ago I actually had this one girl chasing me. I was at that point where I was curious and she was readily available and seemed attracted to me, so I guess you could say that I used her for my experimentation. I don't think I led her on, but I definitely turned her down quite emphatically afterwards when she attempted to get something going with me later. By the way, this is a married woman I'm talking about! Anyway, it took a couple of years, but I think I finally had to just be rude to her to get her to get the message that I wasn't into her. I think it could have been different if I found her the least bit attractive, but she was SO NOT MY TYPE, if I have a type in women.

I also fooled around with another girl AND her boyfriend at the time, which was weird because this was a guy who had previously wanted to date me and who I was not attarcted to. This time, it was mostly just playing with her lovely boobs while they were doing "some other things".

I've kissed a few girls: chastely and full on tongue kissing, but again, it was usually an experimenting thing or shock value. One of those times was when I was with my boyfriend and another male friend at a Renaissance Faire and the friend said, "Check out that girl!" I said, "Her? Let me go check her out" and I walked up to her and asked if she was bi and then if she'd kiss me, which she did, fully and wet! It was the funniest thing I ever did because our friend just sat there withhis mouth hanging open in shock.

There have been a couple of women that I have felt attracted to either because of how they look physically or because of something about them that made them stand out, like a really great personality. There was even one time when I was in Rosarito Mexico and EXTREMELY drunk with a cute guy I had taken to party the night away with. For some reason while we were partying at Rock N Roll Taco, we started dancing with this REALLY cute, REALLY drunk girl who was pretty sexy. We were doing things on that dance floor that folks ought not do in public. I still remember the feeling of sliding my hands up her shorts! YIKES! I was even asked to please stop or I may be asked ot leave. It was crazy and after that I thought I must be Bi to do something like that.

But the truth is, even with all of those experiences I feel no desire to have a relationship with a woman, I feel no desire to touch a woman below the boobs and I didn't particularly get into the kissing part... it was different and an experience, but I don't really want to be with a woman in any way... I just like looking at boobs.

Confessions of the day? heh

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Wow, I really suck... and not in a good way!

You know how sometimes you have the best of intentions and then well, the ol' blog falls by the wayside. That's me. That's this week... gosh, I guess this month!

Life has been busy lately. I haven't had much time to think, let alone think about sex. I had an interesting situation on Monday night, though.

I got home after a pretty crappy day to find the husband home and asking if I'd like to go out to dinner. That was a duh! heh So we headed down the street to Olive Garden. We had a really nice meal and I was teasing him asking him if he'd like to go home and go to bed... yadda yadda. He says yes because he always SAYS yes even when he doesn't! But, when we get home, he hops on the computer making noise about how full he is... blah blah blah.

SO, I feel a little irritated and decide to do some ironing, which I spend the next hour doing really badly and getting REALLY grumpy! I decide to go to bed, get all ready and he follows me in. He starts kissing and cuddling me and what am I doing? BEING GRUMPY! I told him "Sorry, I just don't feel like it anymore. I'm really tired now. I guess we'll have to do this when you don't eat as much for dinner" Yes, of course I was being sarcastic and bitchy. But, he just cuddles me and says "okay". So while he's cuddling me I'm thinking about how I just don't seem to be getting in that lovin' feeling so much lately and I become aware of him THERE, nuzzling me and just being loving and I start getting turned on! SO I start feeling him up all over and kissing him and he says "did you change your mind?" I say, "maybe" and next thing you know he's got a humongous hard on and we're having some hard dirty sex! And, I mean hard! We dont' usually get all that "dirty", but have you ever noticed that there are just those times where your man's dick is so freaking huge that it HURTS!?! It was a nice change and I actually slept REALLY GOOD THAT NIGHT! So what do I have to bitch about anyway? HUH?!?

And Mickey? No kidnapping or anything that exciting, but have you seen the size of his fingers!?! heh

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

WHOO HOO!

I just figured out how to post while I'm at work! Email blogging. Damn, how did I not do this before. Now I can actually POST again. You realize that while at work, I can hardly access a page that has "sex" listed in the title, you know?

But, via email? I'm okay on that front. No tracing my personal email stuff. So that leaves me free to talk about sex of all types, getting naked, being horny, masturbation, pornography, etc. =) And, I will... when I get back from Disneyland this weekend!!!!

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Busy as Hell

We've been so busy getting our house ready for upcoming company that I haven't had much computer time. We did get in a little lovin' yesterday morning, though. Nice to wake up to your man wanting you! YEA! Okay, he's been the instigator the last two times, I guess it really is my turn now.

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Damn

After writing that and reading a few blogs, all of a sudden I'm HORNY! Too bad he's sleeping! I actually just woke up for the night trip to the privvy and saw that my computer was on. Now I went and got myself horny.... perhaps I should try out my new "massager". Gotta love 'em with cords instead of batteries! hahahaha

Am I Turning Into My Husband?

I'm a little worried. No, I'm a lot worried. My sex drive has really fallen. Nights like tonight when I start feeling sad about not having sex are fewer and further between. Worse than that is that once I start feeling sad, then I remember that I'm not really feeling amorous anyway.

I long for that time when I wanted sex every night. I want to get wet just looking at my husband. I think about the times in the beginning where we coulnd't get enough of each other and were all over each other as soon as we saw each other.

My sex drive is on the low side right now and it makes me sad. With both of us like this, we might never have sex again. =(

Thursday, June 02, 2005

By the way...

Tuesday night I think the husband picked up on my neediness... of course it was already after 9pm, but when I went to bed he came in and climbed on top of me, kissing me and feeling me up. Whooo! After a good amount of foreplay with lots of smooching and rubbing of MY body, we got real excited and had some really good, if really quick sex. It was an awesome way to end the day and I slept GREAT!

I love it when that happens. Now I'm feeling a little more open to being the agressor. Maybe I'll plan something special for tomorrow night since I won't have to work tomorrow.

...and while we're speaking of vagina's

For those who didn't read Tom's comment... You gotta read this post of his on the mighty vagina. It's an older one of his sex posts, but WOW! Check out Functional Ambivalent - August 2004. That Tom, he's a crack up!


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